Letter for Mr. Right

Hi! Good day to you my dear Mr. Right. How are you for today?? Do you had a good day?? Hmm I hope you do had a great day my dear Mr. Right. You know what Mr. Right, I miss you..Ahhh how I wish I’m always right next to you…  Mr. Right, I just wanna ask. Is there somebody tells you that you’re cute and handsome?? Hahaha I know you’ll just say “Here you are, kidding me.” Well, I’m sorry but I’m not kidding you. You’re truly handsome and wonderfully made by God, just like me. Hahaha We’re created by God, not just easily created but we are created with love.

Mr. Right, do you know that I really love you??? I love your tantalizing eyes,  your beautiful nose, your red lips, your white teeth, your killer smile, your shaggy hair, you fresh breath, your smell, your fair and smooth skin, your soft hands, your voice, your words, your walk, your talks, and everything in you. Just you and only you. I love the way you look at me, the way you appreciate me, the way you comfort me, the way talk to me, the way you shown your love for me, the way you support me in everything I want. I love your corny jokes, your simple tag lines, your amazing words of wisdom, your lovely complements, your frank opinions, your honest thoughts, all in you. I love it.

You know what Mr. Right, even though we haven’t meet yet I already miss you. Hahaha yeah! I know it’s weird but that’s what i feel, and you have nothing to do with that. If you want you can miss me too just like how I miss you. I’m just wandering Mr. Right, have you ever dreamed the time of our meet-up?? If you’re going to ask me, hmmmm I haven’t yet. But I’m sure that God already know when and where we shall meet. Mr. Right, I’m so thankful that God made you for me, and me for you.

It’s amazing isn’t it?? We came from different place, we knew different people, we’ve been through a different circumstances, we’ve faced different worlds, we had different thoughts, we do have lots of differences… But one thing we have in common. You know what is that Mr. Right??? that’s our love for each other… aahhhh…. I’m so happy to know that….

You know what Mr. Right???? I’m so excited to see you. I’m so excited to hug you, to kiss you, to talk to you, to hold your hands, to walk with you, to have lots of sleepless nights talking to you, to have lots of time spending with you. Mr. Right, I’m the luckiest woman in this world, cause I have you. I’m so blessed by God because He didn’t just gave me a man like you, but He gave me you to be part of my life and to be with me for the rest of my life.

I know not so soon, God will allow our ways to meet. And I know that He will deliver you to me and will give you to me. Mr. Right even though I’m a distance apart from you, I want you to remember that I will always be here for you. I’ll be loving you continuously, and I’ll wait for you patiently. I will have no man other than you, I’ll pray to God to  guide me and to help me stop beating my heart if it’s not for you. I know I’ve done crazy things in my past but I want you to know that starting now I will have no man other than you. Mr. Right, take good care of yourself always and always ask God to guide you and to guard you from any harm. Mr. Right, I wanna meet you not just in my dreams but in my heart. I love you so much!!! :3

Take care and by God’s grace we will meet according to His will… I love you…

Bumuhos man ang Ulan

Sa gabing to, indi ko alam ang kung anu ang isusulat ko. Masakit kasi ee…sobrang sakit…hindi ko alam kung anu ang gagawin ko…mahal ko kasi siya ng sobra sobra…at sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa kanya, naklimutan ko na ang sarili ko. Binigay ko lahat lahat sa kanya…naging selfish ako, naging pabaya ako, naging tanga at naging bulag sa lahat ng bagay…. at worst!! nilihim ko pa talaga lahat… hindi ko nga alam kung anu ang nagtulak sa akin na itago to kahit sa mama at papa ko edahi siguro talaga sa lintek na pagmamahal ko sa kanya… indi ko mawari sa totoo lang…parang ayaw ko na nga tignan sarili ko sa salamin…nahihiya ako sa sarili ko at sa pamilya ko…

Nung una, pinagpustahan ako, yung pangalawa ikakasal na, mas worst itong pangatlo!!! kasal na talaga!! may anak pa… huhu ang sama-sama ko talaga…sa umpisa plang may mali na kasi ee…alam ko ng mali pinagpatuloy ko pa…sasabihin ko na dapat yung reason kung bakit ako nakipaghiwalay ee..kaso naunahana ko….nalaman ng buong pamilya ko na kasal na pala siya.. =( hindi naman ako pinagalitan, naawa pa nga silasa akin ee… sobrang comfort nila sa akin…kaya nga ko nahihiya…ggrr!!! anu ba ako??!! hindi ko na kilala sarili ko buhat nung naging kami..sobrang daming changes sa akin…marami ang naging mali kesa sa tama…mas marami ung luha kesa sa saya…mas maraming lungkot kesa sa tuwa….indi ko na alam!!!takot na talaga ako…ang laki ko’ng tanga!!!sobra!!!

Hayss!!! ang sakit sakit!!mas tumindi pa ang sakit dahil sa mahal ko na siya ng sobra sobra..mahal ko na siya ng higit pa sa sarili ko…=( ang laki laki ko talagang tanga!!!sobra sobra ang katangahan ko…hindi ako nag-ingat!!hindi ako nakinig!!!nawala ako sa sarili ko!!! grabe na toh!!!ikinahihiya ko ang sarili ko!!!

AYOKO NA MAGMAHAL!!!!

I have the 2 Best Love Story Ever…

Ito na naman ako sa inyong paningin, at salamat at nandito kayo sa pahina ko.

Alam mo ba kung anu ang isusulat ako???hmmm ako kasi alam ko kung anu ang isusulat ko pero hindi ko alam kung paanu ko uumpisahan. Kasi naman ee ito ung the best na nanyare sa love life ko. Or baka nga pati ikaw na-experince mo to.. Actually, dalawa lang naman to ee pero mahirap umpisahan… hehehe hmmm sige let’s start it this way.

When I was in 3rd year high school,January 08, 2005 was the date we started our relationship. It was so nice and happy and I never thought it would have ended. Our relationship was a blossom in my summer. Because for the first time i had a boyfriend and he was my crush that time. My days went to a very beautiful flower in spring and it became my inspiration in every morning I opened my eyes. His voice was the sound for my days and nobody could ruin my days as long as i heard his voice. He even were my vehicle to travel my journey everyday. And I felt so fit to him because we do have same habits and we do have same adventure when it comes to rides, and motor races. We never had an arguments even just in a second, our days together was a new born to me. Until such time he left me. Guess what was his reason???You might not believe me….His reason was: He and his friends had a bet, that I can be his girl.

Wow!!he’s so charming!!!he has a very strong confidence. And that’s what made him won the bet. It was so easy for him to left me because after all of the sweetness he has shown to me, he never loved me. You know what hurt the most??? Our relationship lasts for only 3 days… And after 3 days i can still see him in our campus wearing his smile as if he never broke someone’s heart. And he could even called me “friend”, as if I’m not the one who got hurt. He could even invite me to come with him and his real girlfriend to watch a racing game. And you what??He could even smile at me…The nerve!!!! He never showed some shame!!!Uuhhh!!! He’s such a bastard!!! He must not be taken seriously by any other girls!!! But since it was a long long years ago, I now moved-on and I accepted the truth that my first relationship was just a game. And as I became mature me and my first X became friends eventually. Thank you to my maturity and thanks to me for being such a good girl after all that he has done to me…

My 2nd relationship was in my college days. I was 2nd year college when I met my friend’s best friend. My friend introduced me to her friend after our class. She said to me that her friend wants to know me and want me to get my number. But before my friend told that to me she gave it all already to her friend. I never knew that it was him so i kept on rejecting text messages from him. As days go by, he asked me if he can court me. Then I asked him back ; Do you have any commitments to some other girls as boys used to do?. He replied ; I’m not that guy. Then I said ; Ok, you say so. So to make the story short, he courted me for almost 4 months. And in December 16, 2008 I gave my “Yes” to his question. Our relationship was a fresh air to me. He was so nice, sweet, thoughtful, resourceful, protective, so humble, he never denied to me to the people, he never showed loveless to me, and he would do whatever I say. I short, he was a dream come true to me. Since our relationship was in December, we celebrated Christmas together and we had our December vacation in each others heart. And after celebrating our Christmas we also attended some December parties of some of our friends. It was December 26, 2008 when he told me that he’s going to his mom’s place and there he would celebrate his New Year. So I said ; Ok, spend your New Year with your family. So, there he was celebrated his New Year. When we were far away from each other, I never got any messages from him. I kept on texting him and calling him but none of it was answered. The communication was lost, and there I started to crumble and predict that my relationship with this guy maybe ended. Then, boom!!! I wasn’t wronged. But the worst is, I didn’t predicted that our break-up may fall into New Year’s Day (January 1, 2009).. How sad..It really struck me doubled than being hit by a knife in my back. And it became worst knowing that his reason was ; He’s getting married by April of the same year.

Isn’t it painful??? Isn’t it unforgettable??? Isn’t it hopeless??? Isn’t it so messed??? Isn’t it damn??? My gosh!!! It is!!! It ruins my life!!!Duuhhh!!! And until now he never gave me the reason why he did that to me…Darn!!! Bitter???? YES!!! haha I admit it!!Bitter ako sa kanya…Hope one day our road meet again so that I can punch his face…. haha

How about you????do you experienced to place in a bet???or do you experience being the cover of guy’s loneliness???

So….Aarrgg!!!

Hands for Life

Hands for Life.

Sa buhay anu ba ang gusto mo paglaki mo?? Maging isang Doctor, Nurse, Abugado, Seaman, Military, Police, or ang magkaroon ng isang responsable, mabait, at may takot sa Diyos na katuwang sa buhay???

Noong maliit pa ako ang lagi kong sinasabi sa sarili ay “Gusto ko paglaki ko, ako ay magiging isang matagumpay na Negosyante.” Pero habang tumatakbo ang panahon, nagbabago ang aking pananaw sa buhay. Habang ako ay nagkakaroon na ng isip bumabago na ang aking kagustuhan sa buhay.

Grade School ako noong sinabi ko na “Someday, I wanna be a successful Nurse. So that I can help my constituents.”  High School ako noong sinabi ko na “I can see myself 10 years from now as a highly motivated business woman, a very busy woman helping my countrymen.” Tapos Tertiary Level naman ako noong sinabi ko na “Gusto ko mag-abroad para matulungan ko ang mga magulang ko at ma-i-ahon ko sila sa kahirapan.” At noong nag-tapos na ako sa College pumasok bigla sa isip ko na “I need to stand firm in my life so that nobody can pull me down when I become success.” Tapos noong nagka-work ako sabi ko naman “I need to take good care of my job so that I can sustain the needs of my parents.” At noong nagka-Boyfriend ako bigla nalang may dumaan sa isip ko na “Ang gusto ko balang araw ay ang magkaroon ng isang responsable, mapagmahal, may respeto, at may takot sa Diyos na aking magiging katuwang sa aking paglalakbay sa buhay.”

Sa araw-araw na pamumuhay nakikita ko sa aking kapaligiran na ang buhay pala ay hindi lang pala ito tungkol sa sarili mo, at sa mundo. Kundi tungkol din pala ito sa mga taong kasama mo, sa mga taong nagmamahal sa’yo at mahal mo, sa mga taong nasa paligid mo, sa mga taong pinapahalagahan mo at pinapahalagahan ka, at sa mga taong darating pa sa buhay mo. Ako simple lang naman ang ina-abangan ko sa aking pagtanda ee. Syempre, kahit sino naman siguro dito sa mundo ay gustong ma-ikasal sa taong mahal nila. Yun lang naman ang gusto ko. Yung makita ko na balang araw may maghihintay din sa akin sa harap ng altar, may magsusuot sa kamay ko ng sing-sing, may magsasabi sa akin ng pangako na hindi mapapako at hindi mapupunta sa wala, ang may magbigay sa akin ng kanyang puso ng buong-buo at walang halong pait at sama ng loob. Simple lang naman yun diba?? At yung may magpapatatag sa akin sa panahon ng aking kahinaan. Yung panghabang buhay niyo pagsasaluhan ang mga pangakong bintawan niyo sa isa’t-isa. Yung walang kahit na sino o kahit na anu ang makapaghihiwalay sa inyong mga kamay at mga puso.

Mapa-babae man o mapa-lalaki yun din naman siguro ang gusto diba? Simple pero hindi madaling gawin at hinding kayang hanapin ng mga mata at hindi nabibili ng salapi. Iisang bagay ng tanging puso mo lang makakakita ng tunay na ganda at makakaramdam ng tunay at walang hanggang kasiyahan.

Ikaw bilang isang tao gusto mo rin ba un??? Gusto mo rin ba magkaroon ng simpleng bagay pero hindi kayang tumbasan ng kahit anu at hindi kayang pantayan ng ginto ang kaligayahan??? Ako??? OO, yun ang gusto.. At alam ko ibibigay sa akin yun ni God…

The Forbidden Love

The Forbidden Love….

Naranasan mo na ba ang tinatawag na “Bawal na pagmamahalan”? Anu ba ang pagkakaintindi nyo sa salitang yan? May kakilala ba kayo na gumawa na ng ganyan? O may nasabihan na ba kayo na “Bawal ang pagmamahalan niyo”?

Naranasan mo na ba ang tinatawag na “Bawal na pagmamahalan”?

*Ako??Oo, naranasan ko na yan. At sa tingin ko nga napaka-bata ko pa para maranasan ang bawal na pagmamahalan. Almost 2 times din.My first boyfriend had 4 years active relationship, and i didn’t know that and I wasn’t able to know because he always kept me busy on something about the two of us. I just discovered it when we reached our 4th month relationship. When I knew it of course it’s too painful for me and I’ve been totally moved-0n for more than 1 year.

My second boyfriend, we only had 21 days if I’m not mistaken. He broke-up with me in January 01, 2009 at exactly 10:00 AM. Why i still remembered the date and time? Because that day is New Year’s Day. When he broke-up with me he had nothing to say aside from “Enough na mie, I’m getting married this coming April. When my fiancee comes back from Taiwan.” that was just the words from him, he didn’t even gave me any answer from my one question, and that was “Bakit mo ako niligawan noon? eh ikakasal ka na pala..” Then after that, we never had time to meet again and I wasn’t received any messages or call from him. I couldn’t even reached his mobile number. I’ve gone through pain and confusions that time, but what can I do? If he wouldn’t like to answer my question? So, what i did was cry and cry and cry, and cry, and cry, and cry. And because of what he did to me in New Year, i attempted suicide. Crazy??Yeah super crazy.. I got drunk, i even smoked, i cut my pulse, and i drank 1 bottle of shampoo. But look after those craziness, Wow! I’m still alive and still suffering from pain. It took 2 years and 10 months for me to move-on. And finally, wounds are healed but I’m not yet ready for a new relationship.

Anu ba ang pagkakaintindi nyo sa salitang yan?

* Sa pagkaka-intindi ko ng “Forbidden Love”, hindi lang ito applicable sa taong may-asawa na at nagmahal pa o nakaroon pa ng relasyon sa iba. Mayroon din itong iba’t ibang sangay. Applicable din ang salitang yan sa isang couples na married na. Forbidden love na ang tawag sa isang samahan na nagkakasakitan na kayo at halos wala na kayong paki-alam sa isa’t isa. Nagkakasakitan in terms na physical, emotional, and lot more. Forbidden Love din ang tawag sa isang relationship na parehas kayo single pero sasabihin niyo lang na love nyo ang isa’t isa pag magkasama lang kayo. It would also be forbidden love if you love your present partner but you’re still craving for another one.

May kakilala ba kayo na gumawa na ng ganyan?

* Yes, of course! It’s none other that “ME”. But i would put justification in my side. hehe I didn’t know naman kasi na ganun sila. It was my first time to had a boyfriend, and i should be still forgiven until the second time. But if i had it thrice i would put a words for me, and i should be “I am so desperate.” I didn’t know that in a relationship pala you should know him everyday not just in his front but all around him. Not just how he loves you but it should also be if he loves you as his ONE AND ONLY. I’ve grown-up and knows something about it and still knowing about it.

May nasabihan na ba kayo na “Bawal ang pagmamahalan niyo”?

*Yes! Of course!!! hahaha again, It’s none other than me, myself and I. Sinabihan ko ang sarili ko ng ganyan. Baliw nga ee.. sumagot naman kasi ang sarili ko ng “OO nga.” hehehe

 

Why I’m telling you these??

*It’s not because I want to share my love life to you guys, it’s not either because i want chase your time.  It’s simply because i don’t want you to experience the pain of discovering that you’re just his OPTION and not what he has CHOSEN. Stop! being ignorant about love if you don’t want to belong to “The Forbidden Love.”

Thank you for reading my article. mwah!!

God Bless

The Best Thing in Me

This is my Dad!

► worrying in silence about the Future of his Family…

► Sacrificing each morning to wake up for work..

► Waiting for the right moment to say the right words..

► Speculating if it’s the right time to spank a mischievous child, but hurting himself most in the process..

► Helping a child learn how to ride her new bike..

► Fast on her feet when she’d fall, saying “Don’t Quit my child” -and smiling thereafter in every successful attempt..

It is most difficult to find a way to say

“Thanks, Dad!”

but for all the affectionate moments you’ve shared with us and for all the Sacrifices you’ve made for us..

I LOVE YOU and YOU’RE ABSOLUTELY THE BEST,DAD!

The Conversation with Oneself

When I was a little kid, I don’t believe to what other people talk about. Too many topics to mention but I’ll give you one. Like, it’ll really have a time for you to speak against yourself. It’s not verbally but it’s a mentally. It’s in your mind only. I really don’t believe this and I always told them that they’re crazy or sometimes I called them “Crazy Frog”.

And when I was in college I heard someone doing this stupid & mind twisting topic. I was inside the bus when I heard a young lady talking herself. I was confused and I’m in a little coward to set beside her so that I can hear what she’s talking about. So I sat about one seat apart from her place, and finally I heard her talking herself. And until I reached the place where I suppose to get-off from the bus I can still hear her talking herself. And when I was off from the bus I just told myself that it was brought to her by her hungriness or many she’s mentally incapacitated.

Now I’m working and it came up to my mind again. Until such time I heard this conversation.

Yangs : Mie, how old are you na?

Mie : 20 po, why?

Yangs : kelan ka mag-21?

Mie : sa June 30, 2011 po.

Yangs : sa 20 years of living ganu na karami ang napundar mo?

Mie : hmmm actually po sa 20 years of existence, wala pa po ako masyadong napundar ee.

Yangs : wala “masyado”, ang gamit mo? May napundar ka na ba kahit isa?

Mie : wala nga po ee.

Yangs : so kelan mo balak gawin ang bagay na un?20 years old ka na oh! If I’m not mistaken, your 2 years free from sufferings as a student. I mean 2 years ka nang graduate sa pagka-college.

Mie : oo nga ee, I’m 2 years out of school fields na.

Yangs : so what do you want to with your life? You want to grow old na walang silbe sa mundo?

Mie : hindi naman sa walang silbe.. meron naman akong silbe kahit papanu.

Yangs : OK, sige let’s say “may silbe ka”, can you tell me what are those?

Mie : di ko kayang isa-isahin ee.

Yangs : So…hhmmmm OK, ganito nalang. What are your  goals this year?

Mie : goal para sa akin or para sa family ko?

Yangs : Aba! Di mo nga maabot yang para sa sarili mo, dadagdagan mo pa? ayus ka din pala ee nuh???

Mie : Excuse me! I’m not working for myself nuh!!!

Yangs : ok sige sige… whatever, basta tell me your goals!

Mie : OK…. 1^st gusto ko magkaroon ng work na malaki ang sahod para may maibigay akong pambili ng gamot ng papa ko and para may pan-tithes na ako at offerings. 2^nd gusto ko magpayaman para matulungan ko ang kuya ko sa pagpapa-aral sa mga pamangkin ko. 3^rd mas magpapayaman para makatulong ako sa mga mahihirap. 4^th magkaroon ng bahay at lupa. 5^th magkaroon ng negosyo para sa mga magulang ko, habang nagtatrabaho ako. 6^th gusto ko magkaroon ng magandang kinabukasan ang mga pamangkin ko. 7^th gusto ko magkaroon ng mataas na posisyon sa isang kilalang kampanya para makapagbigay ako ng trabaho sa mga taong karapadapat magkaroon ng marangal na trabaho. 8^th makapagbigay ng regular sa tithe’s and offerings sa simbahan. 9^th makabili ako ng laptop at DSLR para sa sarili ko, and lastly 10^th ayoko mag-asawa.

Yangs : sa tingin mo makukuha mo ang lahat ng yan sa loob ng 9 months? Alalahanin mo Mie, magtatapos na ang March. Sa June 21 ka na. tatanda ka na naman. Magagawa mo pa kaya ang lahat ng yan? 10 lang yan pero ang hirap nyan umpisahan. Sa 10 na yan, tanung ko lang magkanu na ba ang laman  ng pera mo sa banko?

Mie : hmmmm may dalawa akong ATM at ung isa VISA Card.

Yangs : Magkanu naman ang laman?

Mie : yung isa 100.00 yung isa naman 200.00.. =(

Yangs : hahaha nakakatawa ka naman na nakaka-awa. Paanu mo ngayon uumpisahan ang lahat ng pangarap mo?

Mie : Wag mo nga ako bigyan ng reason para ma-disappoint! Kala ko kampi tayo… =(

Yangs : Di kita dini-Disappoint, pinapa-isip lang kita kung paanu mo makukuha ang lahat ng pangarap mo para sa family mo.

Mie : Ah! Basta! Makukuha ko ang mga yan. *Sighs* sa awa ng Diyos.

Yangs : magpakamatay ka nalang, wala ka pang problema.

Mie : Adik! Baliw! Sasampu na nga lang pangarap ko magpapakamatay pa ako.

Yangs : *sighs* ewan ko sa’yo Mie. Sakit sa ulo ang ginagawa mo.

Mie : oo nga, sakit pala sa ulo kausapin ang isang tulad mo.

Yangs : try mo kaya mag-abroad.

Mie : tina-try naman ee.

Yangs : Oh! Yun naman pala ee.

Mie : kaso lahat ng naka-post dapat with experience daw ee.

Yangs : ganun?? Kawawa ka naman.

Mie : kita mo pati ikaw na aawa na sa akin… =(

Yangs : hayyys! Kumilos ka nalang Te! Para habang di pa nangangalahati ang taon may na umpisahan ka na.

Mie : oo nga, salamat Yangs.

Yangs : walang anu man Mie, basta ikaw!

Mie : *sighs*

Finally, they’re done with their conversation. Sighs, I can now be relaxed. But after a few minute I stood up and see if they’re still there. But unfortunately none was there. So I went back to my seat and trying to recall who they are. Until such time I thought I heard them and Oh! I caught myself speaking against myself. Oh! My! I did a conversation with oneself! Ohhhhhh. =( Should I call myself a “crazy frog” also??? What can you say??? I guess I really have to include myself. =( Sighs! Now I know that it’s not just brought by hungriness, but it’s brought by problems also. You, have you ever caught yourself speaking against yourself? =) if your answer is “NO” or “NOT” then watch out! Time will come for you to experience what have I experienced. It was nice but be careful. Cause there might be a possibility to not to go back to yourself. And if your answer is “YES”, can I ask you?? How was it?? Was it fun?? What did you did after your conversation??? =) I’m excited to hear. Me, I just ate and take time to rest, because I had a feeling that I was brought to me by stress. =) So, take chance to find rest even just for a moment. Until next time! =)

Thank you so much for reading “The Conversation with Oneself”. Hope you’ll see yourself speaking against yourself also, so that we belong. =) hehehe just kidding! =) MwahHugs! XD

Thank you so much! God Bless. =)

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Ikaw ang Hulog ng Langit

The day he left was the day i thought i had lost everything in me, but i was wrong, cause at the very moment he faded away was the very right day for me to wait the real man who really loves me. That moment,  I was struggling in a pain that i wasn’t deserved and i was in the darkness that i wasn’t supposed to be at. That day i thought my life was miserable because i don’t and i can’t have him in my life again, but i shouldn’t thought that way ’cause as he left me alone someone is coming along my way to rescue me from the pain i wasn’t really deserved.

To R.A, my long waiting was worth-it! Worth-it in a way that is very unique. Unique, because we met each other before when we were in high school but we never knew each other. We never knew each other because we weren’t given a chance to talk, to be with each other even in just a single moment, we just simply saw each other having our performances on stage in every activities we had in our school. What i was in high school was just one of your admirers, fans, letter senders, gift givers, and a die-hard simple writer. I was a dreamer! Yes, I really am. A dreamer because i thought it was impossible for me to have you as my lover.

After long years of dreaming, now i finally have you in my life and in my heart. Not just a friend, best friend, brother, or a schoolmate, but now i have you as my sweet lover. You’re now my strength to face the world, you’re now my inspiration to wake-up a beautiful morning, you’re now the painter or my smile, the sound of my laughs, the winks of my eyes, the sunshine my days, and the light of my darkness. You simply pinch my nose but for me it was everything i had in my days, you simply hug me at night but for me it was my blanket for my weeks, you simply kissed me but for me it was a kiss for a months, you simply sing a song for me but  for me it was a songs for my year, and you simply said “I Love You” but for me it was my words for a life time.

I want to say thank you for loving me despite of all my imperfections, and thank you also for staying beside me…I LOVE YOU…

 

This song is for you, hope you’ll like it….

 

Mwah!!!

Thank You.. =)

“Thank You”

kahit sinu naman siguro alam ang salitang “thank you” diba? kahit nga bata alam eh. Alam din kung panu gamitin kasi kahit sa pag-abot lang ng maliliit na bagay eh napapasabi tayo ng “thank you” o “salamat” sa taong nag-abot nito sa atin, diba? Pero lahat ba talaga tayo marunong gumamit ng “thank you” o “salamat”? Sa tingin ko HINDI, kasi yung salitang yun hindi pala dapat basta-basta nalang gamitin o sabihin. Ang salitang ito pala ay hindi dapat gamitin sa kahit na anung oras na gusto natin itong gamitin. Hindi rin pala kahit sinu dapat makarinig ng “thank you” o hindi rin pala kahit na anu ay magsabi tayo ng “thank you”.

Alam ko kung anu nasa isip nyo ngayon. Nasasabi nyo na mali ako at hindi totoo ang sinasabi ko. Well, nasa sa inyo po yan hindi ko po kayo pipilitin. Kasi ang alam natin lahat ang “thank you” ay isa sa mabuting gawain. OO, mabuting gawin kung ginagawa natin at ginagamit sa tamang paraan. Hindi porke ganito ako magsalita eh huhusgahan nyo na ko. Basahin mo muna, OK?

Tanung ko lang, gaanu ba tayo kadalas gumamit ng “thank you”? madalas na madalas ba??? kung OO ang sagot mo, ito ang tanung ko sa’yo.. “Nagagamit mo madalas ang “thank you” at sinasabi mo sa mga tao, kay God kaya gaanu mo kadalas sabihin ang salitang yan??Madalas na madalas din ba??pagkagising mo sa umaga nagpapasalamat ka ba agad kay God???” kung OO ang sagot mo, mabuti ang ginagawa mo kasi sa umpisa palang ng araw alam mo na kung sinu agad ang pasasalamatan mo. Pero kung hindi naman ang sagot mo may tanung ulit ako : “kelan ka huling nagpasalamat kay God sa binigay niyang biyaya sa’yo??kelan ka huling nagpasalamat sa buhay na pinahiram nya sa’yo??kelan ka huling nagpasalamat sa magandang buhay mo??naaalala mo pa ba talaga kung kelan mo ginawa yun?? di mo na maalala kasi matagal na ang nakalipas at mabaon na sa limot. tama???

Panu kaya kung makalimutan ka din ni God???magiging masaya ka kaya??magkaroon ka kaya ng mga bagay na meron ka ngayon sa iyong buhay??magiging safe ka pa kaya sa araw-araw??o kahit sa simpleng tanung nalang…mabubuhay ka pa kaya at nababasa mo pa kaya tong post ko kung nakalimutan ka na ni God??? HINDI na malamang..pero dahil nabasa mo pa to hindi ka pa niya nakakalimutan at hindi ka pa niya napapabayaan. Kaya kung ako sa’yo ngayon palang kausapin mo si God at magpasalamat ka sa mga natatamasa mo ngayon..kung wala man magpasalamat ka parin kasi buhay ka pa at dahil nabubuhay ka pa may mga plano pa siya para sa’yo , at magpasalamat ka kasi may nakalaang magandang plano para sa’yo. Magpasalamat ka sa kanya ng bukal sa iyong puso at mula sa ikabuturan ng iyong puso. Dahil sa simpleng “Thank you” mo sa kanya malaking bagay na yun para sa kanya kasi sa panahon ngayon bihira nalang ang mga taong may panahon para pasalamatan siya.

Kaya para sa’yo “Thank you” kasi nabasa mo to kahit alam kung busy ka. Thank you din dahil hindi niya pa tayo nakakalimutan. Thank you din dahil may kinakain pa tayo at may mga mahal pa tayo sa ating buhay. Thank you din kasi hinatid ka niya sa mundong ito…and mula sa aking puso “Thank you” dahil natapos mo ang pagbabasa.. =)

Sana pakinggan mo ang kantang toh… =)

Magandang Regalo

Noong ako ay maliit pa, hindi kita naiintindihan sa iyong mga kinikilos, pagiging iba at sa pagiging funny sa ibang paraan. Hindi ko rin nabigyan ng halaga ang mga kaalaman sa iyong mga salita o di kaya yung mga nainis mong iparating o ipahiwatig sa akin sa tuwing ikaw ay tumatahimik na. Binalewala ko rin ang iyong pagpapahalaga sa iyong mga pangarap na ako ay mabigyan ng isang matiwasay, maganda, kumportable at may siguridad na buhay.

Sa mga oras na ‘to gusto ko pong sabihin sa’yo na:

“Maraming Salamat, aking mahal na Ina..”

Salamat sa mga panahong inukol mo para ako ay makasama simula nang ako ay maliit pa hanggang ngayon.

Salamat sa iyong gabay sa mga panahon na ako ay nahaharap sa malaking pagsubok sa aking buhay.

Salamat sa walang pakundangang pagmamahal sa mga oras na ako ay hindi nakikinig sa mga payo mo at sa oras na matigas ang ulo ko.

Salamat sa protekta na binibigay mo sa akin at pagpapalaya habang ako lumalaki na at natututo nang tumayo sa aking sariling mga paa.

Ngayong malaki na ako ayoko ko pong mangako sa inyo subalit nais ko pong sabihin sa inyo na, gagawin ko lahat sa abot ng aking makakaya na kayo ay pagsilbihan, alagaan, pahahalagahan, at mahalin higit pa sa pagmamahal mo na ipinadama, ipinakita, at ipinaranas mo sa akin.

Nagpapasalamat din ako sa Puong Maykapal sa regalo na ibinigay niya sa akin. Regalong hindi kayang tumbasan ng kahit na anung ginto dito sa mundong ibabaw,regalong walang makakapantay,  at regalong hindi lahat ay nabibiyayaan.

At IKAW yun aking Ina ang regalong pinakamahalaga sa akin at ipagmamalaki hanggang dumating ang araw ng aking kamatayan.

Mama, para sa’yo ang awiting ito….